MUAI DI PAGI HARI

Pagi hari datang menyapa “Muai”
Orkestra alam mengalun nyaring
Dipimpin sang dirigen “Raja Katak”
Di bawah terpaan kabut tebal berembun

. . .

Perjalanan membelah hutan
Kabut semakin tebal
Jarak pandang kian dekat
Memaksa konsentrasi tinggiCafein terasa sangat penting di pagi hari

JANGKRIK

KRIK...KRIK...KRIK...

SUARANYA NYARING
BERADU DENGAN KODOK
YANG TAK KALAH KENCANG
CICAK PUN TAK KALAH SERAK

20.40 WITA

ALONE

alone is not always lonely

DEDI MIZWAR SAID

bangkit itu susah
susah melihat yang lain susah
senang melihat yang lain senang

bangkit itu takut
takut korupsi
takut makan yang bukan haknya

bangkit itu mencuri
mencuri perhatian dunia dengan prestasi

bangkit itu marah
marah bila martabat bangsa dilecehkan

bangkit itu malu
malu jadi benalu
malu minta melulu

bangkit itu tidak ada
tidak ada kata menyerah
tidak ada kata putus asa

bangkit itu aku untuk Indonesiaku

HALO PANTAI UJUNG SELATAN

. . .

Berjalan gontai menyusuri bibir pantai

Angin darat pengantar nelayan menyapa lembut

Lingkaran cahaya Halo oleh kristal es awan Cirrus menerangi

Di penghujung gonggongan domestikasi serigala menyambut

. . .

Hedgehog's Dilemma

We are just like those hedgehogs. The closer we get to one another, the greater the possibility of us hurting one another. I guess that's the risk of getting too close to a person. Let's face it, all of us have encountered such situations. How often have we been too afraid of getting hurt that we put up barriers around us to shield us from other people? Like the hedgehog, we worry about finding the right distance - too far and we feel no warmth, too close and we begin to hurt one another. And so we sacrifice some warmth in order not to get hurt, and we tolerate some pain in order to feel the warmth of others.

But there are those whose own body heat, so to speak, is high enough that they can live without another's warmth. There is no risk of getting hurt. But it too brings it's own sadness. That of loneliness. To forsake the warmth of others is to avoid the risk of pain, but to the cost of being alone. There are those people who have been too hurt, too much, that they decide it is better to be alone than to get hurt again. It seems strangely familiar. We all have these moments. Moments when we feel the world crashing down on us because we opened our core to someone, and they had shoved a sharp stick into it.

Sometimes, it's hard to find that balance. Sometimes, the pain, or fear of pain, is just too much. Sometimes, it's easier not to get too close. Even if it means being alone.

nb : tulisan di atas sebuah cuplikan dr . . .

another point of view

just look from another point of view

don't stuck at the one

and you'll get vantage point of view

the war of dream theater

selamat malam, dunia
kuciptakan damai, dunia
kunikmati sepi, dunia
sendiri, dunia

. . .

sudah larut tengah malam
ku belum bisa tidur di peraduan
mendengarkan nyanyian perang
dunia mimpi

the lesson from soft skill

mental yang sehat
kamu tahu apa yang kamu butuhkan dan kamu berusaha mencarinya

mental yang terganggu
kamu tahu apa yang kamu butuhkan, tetapi tidak berusaha mencarinya

mental yang sakit
kamu tidak tahu apa yang kamu butuhkan

THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS

don't ever let somebody tell you
you can't do something
not even me
yo get a dream yot gotta protect it
people can't do something themselves
they wanna tell you
you can't do it

you want something
get it, period
and you know?
it's hard to get that
you must be strong in THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS

failure and succes

"don't let failure go to your heart and don't let success go to your head"

grandmother's WS said that

one reason

just need one reason
to go with your choice

follow your heart

when you follow your heart
you leave normal . . .
you go into the unknown
and once you do, you can never go back

Fix You

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

just have a little faith

when you can't do something for your problem
what can you do bro?
just stay without doing something
the time continue and you got nothing

it's so bad
so confusing
and when it's going to deep
it's always in your mind
every second every minutes

ok
just have a little faith bro

THE KINGDOM (film about terrorism)

what i get...

" i told her, we would kill them all"

"don't fear them my child. We are going to kill them all"


what do you think about that?

still confuse

kalo ngelakuin salah jangan takut untuk mengakuinya
sebagai manusia dewasa kamu harus mempertanggung jawabkan tindakanmu

satu sisi yang lain
janganlah mengumbar aib kepada khalayak

jadi apa perlu kita mempertanggungjawabkan kesalahan yang telah kita perbuat dengan mengakuinya kepada khlayak?dengan mengumbar aib kita kepada khalayak?yang memungkinkan pergunjingan orang banyak...
memang kesalahan yang telah kita lakukan kalau tidak kita ungkapkan, kita pendam saja, bagaimana kita mau mengevaluasi untuk berbenah diri?

yang terpikir oleh saya

so... "broken glass"
yang seharusnya kita lakukan menurut saya seharusnya sebatas dengan diri kita sendiri, dengan-Nya, orang-orang yang sepantasnya mendapat pengakuan, dan "wise people"
tidak lebih dari itu...

saya pikir tanggung jawab yang seharusnya kita pikul tidak sampai dengan mengumbar aib,
begitu juga perbaikan itu seharusnya tidak sampai mengakibatkan khalayak ramai untuk menggunjingkan sebuah aib

stuck

unable to move
unable to continue
just stay at this point

when something out of control

begin to pray
wish something change
to be better